In that singularity

Looking back on a few months ago I have come to the appreciation that the first six months of this year have been profound.

Meeting Anna changed me. I am still trying to understand it. She blew into my life like a hurricane (and is now a gentle zephyr.) She blew away a lot of stuff that needed to be cleared out. Now I am trying to figure out what to do with what I can now clearly see. But, I am getting ahead of myself...

When I was in the same room with her, at the book reading, I knew I was in the presence of an oracle. This amazing woman had a soul my soul was hungering for. I knew she knew it too. I knew she felt it too.

We were meant to connect. At this point the nature of that connection would be, was unclear. This was the quantum stage where everything that could be both was and was not. After a long conversation about her book, polyamory and life there was a ritual.

I am not going to explain it, just understand that it was so. This woman and I looked straight into each others eyes and I said to her, "thou art Goddess..."

In that singularity. I absolutely meant it. In that moment, I could not mean anything more.

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Bubble Dreams

And along came Anna...

I like the term "bubble dreams" to refer to fantasies and/or dreams you have about someone you have a major crush on, but where a potential relationship has not yet defined itself. This is during that smitten period, before NRE, when you have no idea if the bubble dreams even possibly can become real, or if they will just pop and go away.

It was not planned, but it was foreseen. I can't explain it better than that. For about six months before I met Anna I had dreams, dreams of a person, dreams of a place - that made no sense. This is going to sound woo-woo; but somehow I knew she was coming.

I had read her book and thought it was wonderful. Her book was a love story. But, this is not about her book, it's about Anna. This amazing author was at a local book reading and I had to go. I had no idea at the time she was the woman I had the premonitions about, until I was in the same room with her. I was instantly smitten.

I had no idea she was going to change my life. They say people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. I am still hoping for a lifetime. I am hoping that's not the last bubble dream.

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